laziness

is today's theme.

nothing to do, nowhere to go. just chillin.

last night i filled out what was my very first ever rental application, and i am getting veryyyyy nervous!!!

i really want the apartment. even though it was smaller than i expected, it just felt like it could be our home. i could see where all the furniture would go, i could see us cuddling on the couch watching movies, sitting at the dinner table after a long day, talking.

i keep trying to rationalize it to myself, thinking "they knew we were students when they told us about it, they have to know that we can't work full time jobs" but i just keep worrying. perfect neighborhood, own back yard, free laundry, clean, brand new appliances, bitchin bathroom and bedroom.

GAH!

boyfriend bought a trans am, and though i am moderately financially opposed, it's a pretty bad ass car.

J's b-day party was actually pretty decent. by the end of the night she was trashed outta her mind, but i enjoyed myself. i had a virgin strawberry daiquiri and it was delish.

i only have 3 weeks left of work, and i am prettttty damn excited to be finished with that. GB just gets worse and worse, and i wanna punch her in her GB-y mouth.

but back to moving, it is what we call "crunch time" whether we get this place or not, we have soooo much to do! of course, there is much more to do if we don't get it, but either way. i have to arrange moving truck and cable and internet and phone, as well as people to help move....

UGHGHGHGHGHG WHEN DOES THE STRUGGLING END?

me thinks never.

but for today, there is laziness.

so bite it, life!