the Love Paradox

Loving someone is a pretty funny thing.

and i don't mean "omg he's so cute, i like totally love him" love.

i mean, "your smile makes a horrible day disappear, your hugs are my cure all medicine, i would die for you, because i would die without you" love.

the funny thing about this kind of love is the fear that comes with it. i don't even mean the fear of betrayal, heartbreak, or infidelity. i mean the fear of

i don't think i could ever smile again, if one day you were gone.

the deeper you love, the deeper you fear. the more someone completes you, the more you realize how incomplete you would be without them.

you hear about horrible things that happen in this world, and it makes you sick to think that something like that could happen to someone you love.

when one feeling intensifies, so does another. it's physics. every action creates an opposite and equal reaction. the more you have, the more you have to lose.

you're happy to have such a wonderful and perfect love, but you fear the possibility of something someday taking it away.

the more you have it, the more you need it, and the more you realize that there's no going back...